Fannie Fic- Hunger Games by FailureatLife101, literature
Literature
Fannie Fic- Hunger Games
I can't live like this anymore, I'm too messed up. I can't even go a day without- No, no, no. Not again.
But before I know it, I am swept back to the last day in the arena.
Everything was perfect. So. Perfect. So, so perfect, and I was being driven insane by it.
I had one kill on my list. But that one kill was on my mind every second of the arena. A small boy from my district tried to kill me in my sleep. But I was stronger and I took the knife from him and tossed it. He tried to strangle me, pull my hair. So I hit him. And I hit him. And I hit him. Again and again until his eyes closed, and his heart stopped beating. Shortly after hi
Retaliation and Staying Impassive. by FailureatLife101, literature
Literature
Retaliation and Staying Impassive.
Ever wonder why I never retaliate?
Have you ever stopped to think why,
I always win debates, but always lose fights?
Never have you realized my level of self restraint,
Or the reason I never look you in the eye,
Clenching my fists with eyes threatening to water over.
Do you not hear my heavy breathing,
When you call me worthless and impotent?
Second place, No Good?
Have you ever added one and one to see,
That my physical strength is greater than yours,
But is only used for defense and why?
I guess not.
"Weak. Stupid. Annoying.
Everyone hates you."
Every word a hammer driving a chisel,
Into my sanity,
Cracking it.
You don't s
The Benefits of BlueTack by FailureatLife101, literature
Literature
The Benefits of BlueTack
I thank myself for using blue tack to stick your picture on my wall.
It's so much easier to take down now without leaving a trace,
Or reminder of a past potential.
War Journal of Nancy Morgan Hart (Entry Two) by FailureatLife101, literature
Literature
War Journal of Nancy Morgan Hart (Entry Two)
June 28th, 1774
Dear Diary,
It's been a while since I've written last. Forgetful as I am sometimes, I seem to have hidden this book from myself. But as I was tidying up as I usually do on Saturdays, I found it on (of all places) the bookshelf. Hidden in plain sight!
Morgan is now seventeen and Benjamin is mentoring him. Contance, sixteen, has grown up, and still looks much like me, with a temper that hasn't changed a bit. The twins are just as devious as usual, even at age eleven. Thomas, thirteen, is still very strong and built. Thaddeus, my baby boy has grown from a tot and is seven now. John, now fourteen, has an addiction to reading
War Journal of Nancy Morgan Hart (Entry One) by FailureatLife101, literature
Literature
War Journal of Nancy Morgan Hart (Entry One)
May 14th, 1769
Dear Journal,
Thirty-two years old and this is my first leisure journal that I haven't had to scribe in for schooling or lessons. It feels nice. In North Georgia, parchment isn't usually this refined, and the books aren't this fine of quality. Benjamin brought it down last week from Boston for me. He got it for a lower price since it was torn, but I patched it up to be good as new.
It's sunny today, and my husband, Benjamin, has taken our horse to fetch corn, and a new haversack from the Indian Site a score of miles over. They give us a discount on account of them being afraid of me and my being fierce. They call me "Waha
Everything about you breaks my heart, and fills me with regret.
The funny thing is that you wouldn't even have to do anything.
The mere sight of you is like a knife in the back,
A punch in the gut.
Our love is elevator music.
Subtle, yet hard to ignore.
And when everything is filled with silence,
It's magnified.
Our love is elevator music,
Never aging cords and a replay of melodies,
That are routine.
I want to carve our names into the tallest tree in my back yard.
That one with a trunk so large my arms can't fit around it all the way.
The sturdy one, that I've spent countless hours climbing in, writing in, thinking in.
I want to carve our names into the bark, so that whenever I climb the limbs,
Or need a place to think, or have some peace and quiet,
You'll be on my mind.
Fannie Fic- Hunger Games by FailureatLife101, literature
Literature
Fannie Fic- Hunger Games
I can't live like this anymore, I'm too messed up. I can't even go a day without- No, no, no. Not again.
But before I know it, I am swept back to the last day in the arena.
Everything was perfect. So. Perfect. So, so perfect, and I was being driven insane by it.
I had one kill on my list. But that one kill was on my mind every second of the arena. A small boy from my district tried to kill me in my sleep. But I was stronger and I took the knife from him and tossed it. He tried to strangle me, pull my hair. So I hit him. And I hit him. And I hit him. Again and again until his eyes closed, and his heart stopped beating. Shortly after hi
Retaliation and Staying Impassive. by FailureatLife101, literature
Literature
Retaliation and Staying Impassive.
Ever wonder why I never retaliate?
Have you ever stopped to think why,
I always win debates, but always lose fights?
Never have you realized my level of self restraint,
Or the reason I never look you in the eye,
Clenching my fists with eyes threatening to water over.
Do you not hear my heavy breathing,
When you call me worthless and impotent?
Second place, No Good?
Have you ever added one and one to see,
That my physical strength is greater than yours,
But is only used for defense and why?
I guess not.
"Weak. Stupid. Annoying.
Everyone hates you."
Every word a hammer driving a chisel,
Into my sanity,
Cracking it.
You don't s
The Benefits of BlueTack by FailureatLife101, literature
Literature
The Benefits of BlueTack
I thank myself for using blue tack to stick your picture on my wall.
It's so much easier to take down now without leaving a trace,
Or reminder of a past potential.
War Journal of Nancy Morgan Hart (Entry Two) by FailureatLife101, literature
Literature
War Journal of Nancy Morgan Hart (Entry Two)
June 28th, 1774
Dear Diary,
It's been a while since I've written last. Forgetful as I am sometimes, I seem to have hidden this book from myself. But as I was tidying up as I usually do on Saturdays, I found it on (of all places) the bookshelf. Hidden in plain sight!
Morgan is now seventeen and Benjamin is mentoring him. Contance, sixteen, has grown up, and still looks much like me, with a temper that hasn't changed a bit. The twins are just as devious as usual, even at age eleven. Thomas, thirteen, is still very strong and built. Thaddeus, my baby boy has grown from a tot and is seven now. John, now fourteen, has an addiction to reading
War Journal of Nancy Morgan Hart (Entry One) by FailureatLife101, literature
Literature
War Journal of Nancy Morgan Hart (Entry One)
May 14th, 1769
Dear Journal,
Thirty-two years old and this is my first leisure journal that I haven't had to scribe in for schooling or lessons. It feels nice. In North Georgia, parchment isn't usually this refined, and the books aren't this fine of quality. Benjamin brought it down last week from Boston for me. He got it for a lower price since it was torn, but I patched it up to be good as new.
It's sunny today, and my husband, Benjamin, has taken our horse to fetch corn, and a new haversack from the Indian Site a score of miles over. They give us a discount on account of them being afraid of me and my being fierce. They call me "Waha
Everything about you breaks my heart, and fills me with regret.
The funny thing is that you wouldn't even have to do anything.
The mere sight of you is like a knife in the back,
A punch in the gut.
Our love is elevator music.
Subtle, yet hard to ignore.
And when everything is filled with silence,
It's magnified.
Our love is elevator music,
Never aging cords and a replay of melodies,
That are routine.
I want out of this world.
I want something more interesting.
I want each day and night to be a surprise.
I want something more than this existence.
This town is a drug;
The people, the addicts.
And the effect is being stuck,
Stuck in one place, stuck in limbo.
My soul is restless
I hear it rattling around
Trying to fly,
Trying to escape.
My thoughts are jumbled
My emotions a mess.
And all because of something so trivial.
I AM BORED!
Bored with human beings
And their disgusting habits
And their monotone words of love
And their endless routine.
I want more than petty drama.
I want more than technological pollution.
I wan
You're not here...again.
I shouldn't be surprised,
It's been your pattern from the start.
Either you don't show when I'm desperate,
And in need of someone to talk to;
When I've needed you the most.
Or you are here,
But you won't listen to me.
You won't silence yourself long enough for me to talk;
Long enough for me to to get what I need to off of my chest.
This shouldn't surprise me anymore,
And it doesn't.
It just disappoints me.
Up until now,
I'd still been holding out hope.
Hope that....
...Maybe I'd finally found someone who actually cared,
...You'd come around,
...All you'd promised hadn't been lies,
...You were different...
But you're n
I want to scream, i want to shout
I want to throw these horrid feelings out
Will you be there to see me through
Or will you just leave me too
I want someone to wipe my tears
Someone to banish all my fears
Will you be there to hold me near
Or will you just just leave me, my dear
I want someone to talk to at night
Someone to keep me in wondrous flight
Will you be there to keep me in the clouds
Or will you let me come crashing down
Tell me, will you be there for me in the end
Or will you leave me to bleed my friend
One cut for my father, the monster
Two cuts for the day my mother was diagnosed
Three cuts for the friends who have betrayed me
Four cuts for the memories I'd rather forget
Five cuts for the many mistakes I've made
Six cuts for the problems I seem to have caused
Seven cuts for the tasks I've failed at
Eight cuts for the people who've hurt me deep
Nine cuts for my impossible, unreachable dreams
Ten cuts for the people who remain blind
Eleven cuts for the wasted time trying to help me
Twelve cuts for the number of lies I've told myself
Thirteen cuts for the people who'd be better off without me
Fourteen cuts for when I first picked up the knife
[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for "hurting you"
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people
gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush.
[x] You have been called a blonde.
So far: 6
[] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star had the same melody. ( realized it a couple months ago...)
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
So f
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll pick a color you remind me of.
3. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
4. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
5. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
6. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
7. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
8. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
9. You must post this on yours